that girl

that girl i fell in love with in 5th grade was the best girl in ma life it sounds like i lived forever and how can i know what love is well i dont know but it just came to me it was like love at first sight u know what i mean like it was crazy thinking about her all the time and going crazy. see in 6th we were the best of friends and she never really new that i like her well love Intel i told her i thought it would be wired for our friend ship cause we were the best of friends and i didnt want to loose that as tim went by it was 7th grade and we got really close but then again so far apart idk but its like im with her in mind but not in soul. she went out with ma best friend she has thae right to go out who she wants still kind of felt mess up. friends not surrpose to do that hey its what ever u no its just a little thing so i let it rock lolz so it all good and dandy they broke up and she was my star but she played with my feelings and twisted them around so it was like that then o.k but in mind and head she had feelings to but i didnt think it didnt go down like that she layed with me like a snake and his food.so still loving her and liking intel she tells me that shes moving i ask her why but she says the people in the school but no ones messing with her or doing any thing every one loves her so reallly it was kinda like she was running. it hurt but it happens and never thought i was going to see this happen but im still in that messed up tight rope we call love

death

what do u think about death well i think that when u die u go to a place where your soul lives in peace forever but in mind if u are dead but your soul is alive then that means you can never go to peace cause all u can do is live in heaven so like u will be up forever idk but it just seems so wierd to me its not the same. when i was a kid i use to dream about death and think about when i will die and what it will be like sometimes i say no one should die its not fun to die u want fun times and laughter. family and friends. i use to cry over thinking that i can die any time and lose every one i loved like my mom my two dads and ma brother ma grand ma and every one else even my friends like alfonso chris nelson lucy and others. and this one girl fell in love with but still in ove and would never for get her but thats another story well dieing is not cool with me it just dont seem right how u die and u would never come back and wont get remember and your family soon enough wont remember you.

report cards

my report card was not great but good well for my parents its good but for me its great i made a great improvement. i had one 70 two 75 two 85 and one 83 so far i thinking i good but can do better then i think just have to stop talking lolz big mouth. hopefully i can get all 90 next marking period. trying to be the best student today. my horoscroe said i will be the best today lolz trying to get in a good high school maybe food and fiance for becoming a chief or maybe a tech skoolz for back up and get paid alot i dont no yet

going down the drain

the economy is going down the drain. its doing very bad. one of the things that i like about it. gas less gas and more money for me and my games lolz well i dont really have any thing that is really high on price that i bought. the only thing maybe is ummmmm a new t.v and maybe some games thats it because i bargain with my money find it cheaper and faster.

friday was halloween and was the joker. i think out of all the jokers i saw i think i was the best. i had spray paint my hair green and painted my face like the joker the smile and black eyes.then i went out to get candy had a full bag it was good. so after a while my mom wanted pizza hut lolz. after that perfect pizza we went to smith to see a friend. the next day i went to the movies and we wanted to see saw 5 but it was sold out. i was so tight so my friends wanted to see some movie called the hunting of molly what ever so i left and they started textingme that he was scared and they all wanted to leave.